It's crazy how much I have changed in a year. I love change because change is never really bad, it's like progressing or evolution, making what you have better. My life gets better like every single day. It's so strange listening to people complain about the littlest things. Honestly, if it won't bother you in a week from now, why are you worrying about it? I am absolutely never stressed, at this point in my life I have nothing to be stressed out about. I have like 1000 different choices. And thinking about a month, a year, or like 20 years from now just excites me! I have done absolutely nothing in my life that I regret. And am quite happy to say for the most part I have never looked back at a time and said "I wish I would have went out that one night, or talked to this person, orr done anything" because I always do end up doing it! The only thing that I don't like is how I don't give myself enough credit. I know I am smart, funny, and pretty. Like I honestly believe I could accomplish anything in the world if I wanted to. Without a doubt. Nothing is unreachable for me. I just don't give myself enough credit. I need to find a passion over something and then go for it! That's the problem, I'm too laid back therefore don't worry about anything in particular, so I don't have a true passion for anything. I really enjoy that I don't worry of things that I see nothing to worry about, but kind of wish I cared about something enough to try to change it. Would give life more meaning to it I guess. I would also like to totally change a quote. Karma's a bitch. Karma is the farthest from a bitch, unless you are a bitch. I have been nice to people that I don't even notice that I am nice too, and in return they saved my ass when I needed them. It feels good to know that people like me, and want to help me, because I have always been nice and trustworthy to them. So, karma is a very nice actually :) I don't know if it's because I have been reading more lately, or if a new wave has come over me, but I feel so much better about life. It is so easy to cut people out of your life. Certain people you think it would be hard to do. I have cut so many negative people out of my life lately, and it has made me that much more happy. It's not very hard to do and has a huge impact! It's horrible how people always say "this world is such a bad place" when it really isn't at all. People hear things on the news about rapings, murders, pedo's, and a bunch of really fucked up stuff. I read this somewhere, people like that are always seen on the news, but they are on the news because they are the exception. They are different, they are the extremists, so you hear about them. You don't usually hear about the majority, of good, normal people. So everyone just thinks the world is a horrible place. You only hear the people that scream loud enough to be heard, not the average peaceful person. Anyways, I'm happy. I've been happy for at least a month. I haven't cried in I can not even remember how long. I wish more people would just get over their little problems and realize life is great, you just got put up or shut up.
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